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[DRABBLES] KANJANI8; Easy /RYO; Permanent Hiatus

December 31st, 2006 (03:18 pm)
happy

current mood: happy
current song: Sayaendou by NewS

Easy
Author: dreams_my_wings / fto_osakadreams
Rating: PG
Genre: Drabble.
Pairings: non-existent. Kanjani8-centric 
Summary: They knew it wouldn't be easy.
Author Notes: I'm feeling really happy so of course I post fandom-angst. Makes perfect sense to me ^^

We knew it wouldn’t be easy. We knew Uchi wasn’t just going to waltz back on the stage and it wasn’t just going to go back to how it was before all of this had happened. We knew too much had changed and too much time had past for that to happen. We knew it wouldn’t be easy but we thought it was better that way. As much as we wanted everything to finally be right again, be prefect, we knew we needed the struggle. We knew that it wouldn’t be easy but that struggle would only make us stronger. That struggle together would strengthen are bond. It was the best way for us to succeed. Everything had to get worse before everything got better.

 

We knew that it wouldn’t be easy, that we’d have to work at it until everything was right, try our hardest to make every piece fit together perfectly. We knew, we accepted, and we were ready for it. We were ready to try again. We were ready to go through hell again, together. We knew that fixing this wouldn’t be easy.

 

We just never knew we’d never get to try to.









Permanent Hiatus
Author: dreams_my_wings/ fto_osakadreams
Rating: PG
Genre: Drabble.
Pairings: non-existent. Ryo-centric 
Summary: NewS is coming back.
Author Notes: Terribly sorry. I love NewS but the K8 fan in me is speaking. And uhm. In NewS Ryo wears sexy clothing but in K8 he cross-dresses…and for some unexplainable reason I like Crossdressing!Ryo better. ^^

NewS is coming back. NewS is coming back. NewS is coming back. Ryo realizes that this news should make him happy. After months of waiting NewS is finally back. He should be celebrating but he can’t. It’s not because NewS will only have six members and there will be no more Kusano and no more Uchi. That isn’t what keeps him from being happy that NewS is finally back. What keeps Ryo from being happy is the fact that Ryo knows NewS being back means less time in Osaka and more time in Tokyo; less time with Kanjani8 and more time with Pi and Koyama and Shige and Massu and Tego; less time being human and more time being idol. NewS being back means less being dorky and more being manly. It means having to uphold an image instead of being himself. It means being surrounded by good friends instead of being surrounded by brothers. It means being overworked and exhausted and Kanjani getting the short end of the stick again. Ryo knows that Kanjani8 is secondary to NewS, not as important, except that’s one big lie and it’s not fair and they have achieved so much, worked so hard and he doesn’t want to do it. He wants to stay with Kanjani8 and only Kanjani8.

 

And Ryo realizes that some part of him, buried not too deep, wishes NewS’s hiatus had been permanent.

Comments

Posted by: Cattness (cattness)
Posted at: January 1st, 2007 11:58 pm (UTC)

dasghldghldkgkldg ♥

ownage. <333

Posted by: FTO_osakadreams (fto_osakadreams)
Posted at: January 3rd, 2007 05:05 am (UTC)
K8

*giggles*

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Posted by: FTO_osakadreams (fto_osakadreams)
Posted at: January 29th, 2007 05:18 am (UTC)
Ryo

*replys weeks later*

...I'm sorry for killing you. :3 but thanks for reading~

Posted by: mochenk (mochenk)
Posted at: January 3rd, 2007 12:32 pm (UTC)

i LOVE both fic!esp permanent hiatus.
"it means being surrounded by good friends instead of being surrounded by brothers "
i always feel that way..
and actually i love the last part too..^^;
news fans please dont hate me for this comment lol
i like news too!!!

Posted by: FTO_osakadreams (fto_osakadreams)
Posted at: January 29th, 2007 05:19 am (UTC)
K8

I love NewS too! I really do. And I'm really happy there back...I just like Ryo with K8. He's so dorky and squishy when he's with them. ^^

Anyways. I'm really glad you liked both and the angst didn't kill you or anything.

BTW:Sorry for taking forever to reply.

Posted by: whited_79 (whited_79)
Posted at: January 24th, 2007 09:48 am (UTC)

the eighter in me speaks too...I feel like wanna cry, for K8! somehow I think both fics ae not that far from the truth, especially Ryo's wish...somehow I think (and NEWS' fans don't kill me now), he must have felt it too...

Posted by: FTO_osakadreams (fto_osakadreams)
Posted at: January 29th, 2007 05:22 am (UTC)
K8

somehow I think both fics ae not that far from the truth, especially Ryo's wish...somehow I think (and NEWS' fans don't kill me now), he must have felt it too...

First off. My fics are realistic. WOOT!

Secondly. My heart hurts for NewS because I think Ryo's wish probably sorta happened in his mind and stuff (that was a really intelligent sentance) and I think he really is glad NewS is back but I think he'd definitly choose K8 over NewS if he had too.

And I feel like I just repeated everything I've already said... oh well. Thanks for reading~

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