[DRABBLES] KANJANI8; Easy /RYO; Permanent Hiatus
current mood: happy
current song: Sayaendou by NewS
Author: dreams_my_wings / fto_osakadreams
Pairings: non-existent. Kanjani8-centric
Summary: They knew it wouldn't be easy.
Author Notes: I'm feeling really happy so of course I post fandom-angst. Makes perfect sense to me ^^
We knew it wouldn’t be easy. We knew Uchi wasn’t just going to waltz back on the stage and it wasn’t just going to go back to how it was before all of this had happened. We knew too much had changed and too much time had past for that to happen. We knew it wouldn’t be easy but we thought it was better that way. As much as we wanted everything to finally be right again, be prefect, we knew we needed the struggle. We knew that it wouldn’t be easy but that struggle would only make us stronger. That struggle together would strengthen are bond. It was the best way for us to succeed. Everything had to get worse before everything got better.
We knew that it wouldn’t be easy, that we’d have to work at it until everything was right, try our hardest to make every piece fit together perfectly. We knew, we accepted, and we were ready for it. We were ready to try again. We were ready to go through hell again, together. We knew that fixing this wouldn’t be easy.
We just never knew we’d never get to try to.
Author: dreams_my_wings/ fto_osakadreams
Pairings: non-existent. Ryo-centric
Summary: NewS is coming back.
Author Notes: Terribly sorry. I love NewS but the K8 fan in me is speaking. And uhm. In NewS Ryo wears sexy clothing but in K8 he cross-dresses…and for some unexplainable reason I like Crossdressing!Ryo better. ^^
NewS is coming back. NewS is coming back. NewS is coming back. Ryo realizes that this news should make him happy. After months of waiting NewS is finally back. He should be celebrating but he can’t. It’s not because NewS will only have six members and there will be no more Kusano and no more Uchi. That isn’t what keeps him from being happy that NewS is finally back. What keeps Ryo from being happy is the fact that Ryo knows NewS being back means less time in Osaka and more time in Tokyo; less time with Kanjani8 and more time with Pi and Koyama and Shige and Massu and Tego; less time being human and more time being idol. NewS being back means less being dorky and more being manly. It means having to uphold an image instead of being himself. It means being surrounded by good friends instead of being surrounded by brothers. It means being overworked and exhausted and Kanjani getting the short end of the stick again. Ryo knows that Kanjani8 is secondary to NewS, not as important, except that’s one big lie and it’s not fair and they have achieved so much, worked so hard and he doesn’t want to do it. He wants to stay with Kanjani8 and only Kanjani8.
And Ryo realizes that some part of him, buried not too deep, wishes NewS’s hiatus had been permanent.